HIM and HER part 2 and 2 1/2
"How could you Ville!?", Cosette yelled at him. Anger written on every line of her face. Ville stood in her wake, defensless.
"I didn't mean to. I forgot that you don't like your face being touched. I'm so sorry", Ville pleaded. He extended his arm out to Cosette, his sign of asking forgivness.
"I never meant to hurt you. It was not my place to do that to you. Please forgive me, Cosette", Ville tried to reach out as far as he could to her but Cosette walked away from him, putting more distance between Ville and her. Ville continued to reach out to her but it was useless. She wasn't coming back.
"Cosette! I'm sorry!", Ville yelled, anything to bring her back to him. It was either she wasn't listening to him or she didn't hear him. She kept her back turned and gave him one small look back as everything around them turned black. A stream of tears ran down her face, mysteriously glittering and glowing a bright sky blue as they decended down her face. Ville looked terrified at the unusual tears streaming down the girl's face. He wanted her to come back with everything he had in his body, "Cosette, please, come back!!!" It was too late. She turned her head and walked into complete darkness, completly from view. Ville looked out in horror, as if he had seen her die right in front of him. He slowly fought the urge to go insane. Ville extended out both arms and grasped the empty blakness, wishing that the girl that had just dissapeared would be in his arms again,
"COSETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Ville!"
Out of no where, a voice called out for him. 'Is that Cosette?', He thought,'no. It couldn't be. It dosen't sound like her'. Then he heared it again but in a more softer and gentle tone,
"Ville..."
Ville thought he was losing his mind. No one else was there with him. It had to be Cosette, no matter what the voice sounded like. He called out to it.
"Cosette! is that you?", He started to look around in the darkness to see if he could locate the voice but there was no one, just him.
"Where are you, love? I'm sorry! I never meant to hurt you. I love you and I would never do anything to you that would make you sad. I'm sorry, Cosette! I am so, so sorry!"
"Ville...wake up"
"what?", Ville replied in confusion.
"Ville,man! wake up!"
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Ville was still in bed, asleep, mumbling things as Linde sat on top of him, shaking him. He had been shaking him for about a good 15 minutes and Ville just wouldn't budge. Linde was about an inch close to slapping Ville really hard to wake him up. He grabbed Ville by the collar of his blue 'Element' T-shirt with his left hand and readied his right hand to smack Ville with. Just as his open hand decended towards Ville's slumbering face Ville mumbled something that stopped Linde dead in his tracks,
"Cosette....I love you. Please, don't leave me in the shadows?"
After hearing Ville's quiet plea, Linde couldn't bring himself to hit him. Instead he picked up the half empty water bottle on the nightstand next to Ville's bed and doused him in water. Ville awoke instantly and not too happy,"Bloody christ, Linde! that was fucking cold!", Ville shouted now covered in water. There was no way he was gonna continue sleeping in that shirt. Linde sat at the side of his bed, "sorry, man but you were sleep talking again and the guys asked me to come check up on you", Linde then looked at Ville's soaked shirt and found himself quietly apologizing for getting it wet. Ville got out of bed and discarded his shirt. He walked to the bathroom, stopped in front of the toilet and began to take a piss. He left the door open, not the least bit ashamed of Linde seeing his penis. Ville knew him way too long to be embarassed about trivial things like that. Linde looked and yet didn't look at him at the same time, "Ville, this is the sixth time I heared you screaming her name tonight. What happened to you two?". Linde could hear Ville instantly stop pissing as soon as he asked what happened. Ville just froze completly. Linde knew that he struck a nerve but he still wanted to know why he was begging Cosette to stay with him, in his sleep. Ville finished peeing and washed his hands. He sat down on the bed, next to the bassist and turned on the lamp on the nightstand, so that he could see Linde's concerned expression, "I touched Cosette's face last night."
Linde didn't want Ville to see it but there was a quiet "oh shit" uttered underneath his breathe. Ville heared it and realized even more that he had messed up and Linde was unintentionally rubbing it in his face. Ville sighed loudly,"man, I fucked up, Linde. Cosette's probably pissed at me". Linde stared at the floor. Not like there was something interesting there, he was merely thinking, "well....did you apologise? did it seemed like the night ended somewhat well?", Linde now guided his gaze to Ville's hands that intertwind with eachother as his elbows rested on his knees,"yeah, I did apologize to her and it seemed like the night ended well but I just feel like she's still upset". Linde's gaze now was fixed on Ville's face, which he couldn't see anyway because his face was covered by his brown wavy hair, "I'm sure she's not the type of girl to hold a grudge. I think she forgave you". Ville wasn't so sure that Linde was right. Ville got up and dug through his jeans on the floor that he was wearing that night and picked up his cell phone. He started to dial a number. Linde couldn't help but ask, "who the hell are you calling at this hour?".Ville answered ,looking as certain as ever,"Cosette". Linde's eyes went wide as he heared the seventh number being punched in. Linde did a perfect swan dive into Ville,knocking him on his back on the floor, with the bassist on him again. Linde struggled to get the phone out of his hand,"Ville, have you gone mad?", Linde just had to ask,"do you realise it's 2:30 in the morning?". Ville put the phone near his ear and listened for a signal response,"yeah I know. But Cosette turns her phone off at night,"Ville said calmly. He thought that Linde's reaction to him calling her was hillarious,"I'm just gonna leave her a voicemail". Linde felt embarassed of his actions and quickly removed himself from on top of the singer. Ville chuckled a little at the site of Linde's face turning red. He heared Cosette's voice over the phone a second later. She sounded broken, unhappy, as if she was crying when the recording was made.
'Hi, Cosette here. I'm really sorry I can't be there right now to catch you, but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can'
Ville hearing Cosette that distressed hurt more than any thing terrible he could have ever done to her. He wanted to ask, in the voicemail if she was okay. Even though it didn't really matter now. The beep went off and Ville began to leave his message.
"Cosette, love. It's Ville. I know it's late but I was worried about you.I wanted to make sure you were okay after what I did to you". Linde could hear the guilt in Ville's voice, but said nothing. He wanted to hear Ville's cencerity. "I didn't want to end this night knowing that you would be in tears, especially when I am the source of them." A pause. He took a deep breathe and continued."Cosette, after I saw your picture on myspace, I realise that I fell in love with you, and now that I finally met you, face to face, I now know that you are the person I treasure the most."Ville could feel a waver in his voice. His hand that held the cell phone began to tremble,"I love you, Cosette and everything that is connected to you. Every time I take you into my arms, when you take me into your arms, evertime I get to take you home, everytime I smell that lovely perfume you wear. I love it and I love you. I really do and I know, from tonight on, all I ever wanted was you, my love". Ville closed the phone and sank to the floor. He wanted to cry but couldn't bring himself to do it. Not again. Linde bent over to face the singer. Ville looked at Linde and sighed loudly, as it was the only thing keeping him from being in tears,"What can I do for her, Linde? how can I show her that I'm deeply sorry?" The bassist helped the singer back up to his feet and set him down on the bed,"I got a $100.00 gift card to Sephora from a friend. Why don't you pick her up some makup?".Ville's face lit up. That was the best idea Linde hadcame up with,"Could I, Linde?thank you. This means a lot to me". Linde got up and ran into the next room, pitch black. After a few minutes of silence, hearing Linde trip over a lamp, hearing it shatter, then hearing Gas cussing him out in swedish. Linde returned with the gift card in hand. He handed it to Ville. He smiled at the bassist as he nodded in agreement and went back into the dark room, most likley to beat the shit out of Gas with a pilow for calling him a 'jackalope's testicles' in swedish. Ville chuckled and put the card on the night stand and went back into bed. He shut off the lights and went back to sleep, peacefully, knowing that tomorrow, He will fix things between him and Cosette.
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