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villevalofreak6 — 2007-11-23T17:34:00Z

Hey everyone.
I just wanted to tell you that i got a new profile
I know i havn't been on in like..a year or something.
But anyways my username is hxccbetchh
Feel free to add me if you want to.

TTYL
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HIM and HER part 2 and 2 1/2

villevalofreak6 — 2006-06-29T11:51:09Z

"How could you Ville!?", Cosette yelled at him. Anger written on every line of her face. Ville stood in her wake, defensless.
"I didn't mean to. I forgot that you don't like your face being touched. I'm so sorry", Ville pleaded. He extended his arm out to Cosette, his sign of asking forgivness.
"I never meant to hurt you. It was not my place to do that to you. Please forgive me, Cosette", Ville tried to reach out as far as he could to her but Cosette walked away from him, putting more distance between Ville and her. Ville continued to reach out to her but it was useless. She wasn't coming back.
"Cosette! I'm sorry!", Ville yelled, anything to bring her back to him. It was either she wasn't listening to him or she didn't hear him. She kept her back turned and gave him one small look back as everything around them turned black. A stream of tears ran down her face, mysteriously glittering and glowing a bright sky blue as they decended down her face. Ville looked terrified at the unusual tears streaming down the girl's face. He wanted her to come back with everything he had in his body, "Cosette, please, come back!!!" It was too late. She turned her head and walked into complete darkness, completly from view. Ville looked out in horror, as if he had seen her die right in front of him. He slowly fought the urge to go insane. Ville extended out both arms and grasped the empty blakness, wishing that the girl that had just dissapeared would be in his arms again,
"COSETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Ville!"
Out of no where, a voice called out for him. 'Is that Cosette?', He thought,'no. It couldn't be. It dosen't sound like her'. Then he heared it again but in a more softer and gentle tone,
"Ville..."
Ville thought he was losing his mind. No one else was there with him. It had to be Cosette, no matter what the voice sounded like. He called out to it.
"Cosette! is that you?", He started to look around in the darkness to see if he could locate the voice but there was no one, just him.
"Where are you, love? I'm sorry! I never meant to hurt you. I love you and I would never do anything to you that would make you sad. I'm sorry, Cosette! I am so, so sorry!"
"Ville...wake up"
"what?", Ville replied in confusion.
"Ville,man! wake up!"

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Ville was still in bed, asleep, mumbling things as Linde sat on top of him, shaking him. He had been shaking him for about a good 15 minutes and Ville just wouldn't budge. Linde was about an inch close to slapping Ville really hard to wake him up. He grabbed Ville by the collar of his blue 'Element' T-shirt with his left hand and readied his right hand to smack Ville with. Just as his open hand decended towards Ville's slumbering face Ville mumbled something that stopped Linde dead in his tracks,
"Cosette....I love you. Please, don't leave me in the shadows?"

After hearing Ville's quiet plea, Linde couldn't bring himself to hit him. Instead he picked up the half empty water bottle on the nightstand next to Ville's bed and doused him in water. Ville awoke instantly and not too happy,"Bloody christ, Linde! that was fucking cold!", Ville shouted now covered in water. There was no way he was gonna continue sleeping in that shirt. Linde sat at the side of his bed, "sorry, man but you were sleep talking again and the guys asked me to come check up on you", Linde then looked at Ville's soaked shirt and found himself quietly apologizing for getting it wet. Ville got out of bed and discarded his shirt. He walked to the bathroom, stopped in front of the toilet and began to take a piss. He left the door open, not the least bit ashamed of Linde seeing his penis. Ville knew him way too long to be embarassed about trivial things like that. Linde looked and yet didn't look at him at the same time, "Ville, this is the sixth time I heared you screaming her name tonight. What happened to you two?". Linde could hear Ville instantly stop pissing as soon as he asked what happened. Ville just froze completly. Linde knew that he struck a nerve but he still wanted to know why he was begging Cosette to stay with him, in his sleep. Ville finished peeing and washed his hands. He sat down on the bed, next to the bassist and turned on the lamp on the nightstand, so that he could see Linde's concerned expression, "I touched Cosette's face last night."
Linde didn't want Ville to see it but there was a quiet "oh shit" uttered underneath his breathe. Ville heared it and realized even more that he had messed up and Linde was unintentionally rubbing it in his face. Ville sighed loudly,"man, I fucked up, Linde. Cosette's probably pissed at me". Linde stared at the floor. Not like there was something interesting there, he was merely thinking, "well....did you apologise? did it seemed like the night ended somewhat well?", Linde now guided his gaze to Ville's hands that intertwind with eachother as his elbows rested on his knees,"yeah, I did apologize to her and it seemed like the night ended well but I just feel like she's still upset". Linde's gaze now was fixed on Ville's face, which he couldn't see anyway because his face was covered by his brown wavy hair, "I'm sure she's not the type of girl to hold a grudge. I think she forgave you". Ville wasn't so sure that Linde was right. Ville got up and dug through his jeans on the floor that he was wearing that night and picked up his cell phone. He started to dial a number. Linde couldn't help but ask, "who the hell are you calling at this hour?".Ville answered ,looking as certain as ever,"Cosette". Linde's eyes went wide as he heared the seventh number being punched in. Linde did a perfect swan dive into Ville,knocking him on his back on the floor, with the bassist on him again. Linde struggled to get the phone out of his hand,"Ville, have you gone mad?", Linde just had to ask,"do you realise it's 2:30 in the morning?". Ville put the phone near his ear and listened for a signal response,"yeah I know. But Cosette turns her phone off at night,"Ville said calmly. He thought that Linde's reaction to him calling her was hillarious,"I'm just gonna leave her a voicemail". Linde felt embarassed of his actions and quickly removed himself from on top of the singer. Ville chuckled a little at the site of Linde's face turning red. He heared Cosette's voice over the phone a second later. She sounded broken, unhappy, as if she was crying when the recording was made.

'Hi, Cosette here. I'm really sorry I can't be there right now to catch you, but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can'

Ville hearing Cosette that distressed hurt more than any thing terrible he could have ever done to her. He wanted to ask, in the voicemail if she was okay. Even though it didn't really matter now. The beep went off and Ville began to leave his message.
"Cosette, love. It's Ville. I know it's late but I was worried about you.I wanted to make sure you were okay after what I did to you". Linde could hear the guilt in Ville's voice, but said nothing. He wanted to hear Ville's cencerity. "I didn't want to end this night knowing that you would be in tears, especially when I am the source of them." A pause. He took a deep breathe and continued."Cosette, after I saw your picture on myspace, I realise that I fell in love with you, and now that I finally met you, face to face, I now know that you are the person I treasure the most."Ville could feel a waver in his voice. His hand that held the cell phone began to tremble,"I love you, Cosette and everything that is connected to you. Every time I take you into my arms, when you take me into your arms, evertime I get to take you home, everytime I smell that lovely perfume you wear. I love it and I love you. I really do and I know, from tonight on, all I ever wanted was you, my love". Ville closed the phone and sank to the floor. He wanted to cry but couldn't bring himself to do it. Not again. Linde bent over to face the singer. Ville looked at Linde and sighed loudly, as it was the only thing keeping him from being in tears,"What can I do for her, Linde? how can I show her that I'm deeply sorry?" The bassist helped the singer back up to his feet and set him down on the bed,"I got a $100.00 gift card to Sephora from a friend. Why don't you pick her up some makup?".Ville's face lit up. That was the best idea Linde hadcame up with,"Could I, Linde?thank you. This means a lot to me". Linde got up and ran into the next room, pitch black. After a few minutes of silence, hearing Linde trip over a lamp, hearing it shatter, then hearing Gas cussing him out in swedish. Linde returned with the gift card in hand. He handed it to Ville. He smiled at the bassist as he nodded in agreement and went back into the dark room, most likley to beat the shit out of Gas with a pilow for calling him a 'jackalope's testicles' in swedish. Ville chuckled and put the card on the night stand and went back into bed. He shut off the lights and went back to sleep, peacefully, knowing that tomorrow, He will fix things between him and Cosette.

comment....what do you think????

HIM and HER part 2

villevalofreak6 — 2006-06-29T11:40:40Z

Cosette got out of class late. She had been daydreaming about Ville in class all day and sensei (japanese teacher) caught her and tapped her with a yard stick to get her attention, and he made her stay after. She was hoping that she wasn't keeping Akemi-chan and Sae ra-chan waiting too long. Fortunatly they had just finished eating in the cafeteria when she had got there. She got them and walked out to the parking lot where there was a huge crowd of people. The three girls tilted their heads in confusion and asked a guy that was standing in the back of the crowd what was going on? the guy replied," some guy named Ville Valo is wandering the parking lot in a limo, looking for some Cosette girl and her friends. I don't know. One girl shouted out that this Ville guy is some kind of rock star but I've never heared of him", the guy shrugged off. Cosette, Sae ra, and Akemi looked at the ground and blushed. The guy looked at the girls and realised that they were the girls Ville was looking for,"oh shit! that Ville guy is looking for you", he then pointed to the darkest skinned girl on the left,"your Cosette!"

Instantly, the crowd of people turned around and faced Cosette and her friends, who were now frozen with shock at all the stares they were getting. Cosette looked at Akemi, who looked at Sae ra, who looked at Cosette. The girls didn't know what to do, because a crowd of jealous girls were staring at them. Suddenly, the group split open in front of them and Ville burst through the open gap of the crowd. Ville quickly extended his hand out to Cosette and uttered something that none of the three girls could hear, "hurry, love"

She didn't understand what he said, but grabbed his hand. Ville quickly pulled her towards him and wrapped her in his arms. Cosette once again got to smell the heavenly scent Ville was giving off. With one arm still around Cosette, Ville used his other arm to motion Sae ra and Akemi to come to him. They quickly understood and ran to Ville and they all ran into the limo before any more pictures could be taken. One jealous girl ripped off a piece of Cosette's velvet Reniasance-style top, exposing her bra. Cosette tried to keep what was left of her top to cover her overly exposed cleavage.They all jumped into the back seat and quickly drove off. They all shifted and tried to get comfy. "are you okay,Co-chan?", Akemi asked looking at her and Ville trying to put whats left of her top back on her shoulders. Cosette was PISSED,"no dammit!!!!! some bitch ripped my favorite top. What am I going to do till I get home?", Cosette fumed. Ville looked at her and she glanced back at him. Ville pulled out three bags from underneath his seat and handed each specific one to the girls, "well I may not have a top for you, Cosette. But I do have gifts for you and your friends", Ville alerted them with a cheery smile. The girls looked at him with confusion and opened the bags. As they looked inside with delight, each girl had an ipod video in their bags with each one a specific color. Akemi's was white with pink, Sae ra's was pink and red, and Cosette's was Black and royal blue (the color of her hair) . The girls dug deeper into the bag and there was a stuffed animal for each of them. A koala for Sae ra, a penguin for Akemi, and a stuffed Ariel (from the little mermaid) for Cosette. The girls looked at Ville and smiled so wide,"Thank you Ville!!!!". but there was one more gift that the girls didn't see and he knew,"no girls, there's one gift still left in your bags.look", Ville instructed. The girls looked back in the bag and saw full gothic lolita dresses custom made for them and just like the other gifts they were made to their likings. Akemi's dress was black with white lace, Sae ra's was black with pink lace, and Cosette's was black with royal blue.the girls dog piled on Ville and hugged him with all they had,
"thank you Ville!!"
"these gifts are so cool.thanks"
"we can't thank you enough Ville"

The girls got off Ville and gave him a chance to breathe. Ville smiled at the very pleased females that sat in the back of the limo with him,"no problem, my dears. I only ask, in repayment that you wear the dresses I got you to the concert tommorow night....and here", Ville threw all of the girls 6 V.I.P back stage passes for the upcoming concert, "bring whomever you want". Akemi and Sae ra's face lit up in glee. they both went back to Ville and hug/tackled him to his seat, and Ville hugged them back. Cosette looked at Ville and looked as if she wanted to cry. Ville looked back at her with concern, "Cosette, my dear. What's wrong?" Ville reached out and rubbed her shoulder. Cosette smiled at him and held her gasp and tear in,"well.....it's just that it seemed like it was only yesterday that I was speaking with you on my space and now you're here, right in front of me. doing a concert just for me. I guess I'm just a little overwhelmed", she closed her eyes and smiled her hardest at Ville and he saw that tears were streaming down her face. Sae ra and Akemi quickly hugged around Cosette's arms and snuggled themselves close to her. She smiled at them, realising that they really were trying to make her feel better. Ville started to rub Cosette's shoulders again, and bringing his face only an inch away from hers. Cosette opened her eyes and saw that Ville was staring deep into her black, lifeless eyes. Cosette stared deep into Ville's emerald green eyes and found herself getting lost in his gaze. Ville then smiled, reassuring her,"I came because everything about you is beautiful. you poem, your mannerism, your smile, you....and you really are a special girl in my eyes, Cosette", Ville pulled away from her a little bit and gave back a huge closed-eye smile, "so,........who's hungry?".

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It's now about 9:30 at night and Ville was dropping the girls off at home and Cosette was the last one. They had just finished dropping off Sae ra and they were ready to take Cosette home. Both Sae ra and Akemi hug/tackled Ville again when they got out of the limo and Ville, being the perfect gentleman, walked the two girls to the door of their home/ apartment (Sae ra lives in a house, Akemi lives in an apartment). They were driving to Cosette's apartment and Ville and her just talked about anything: how Ville grew up with some of his bandmates and how when Cosette was a baby, she was electrocuted. When they got out of the limo, Ville watched as Cosette used the dress he bought her to cover her cleavage since her top was useless to her now. The were standing on the sidewalk infront of her building complex when a gust of wind came by and blew her dress out of her hands. Ville blushed as he saw Cosette's black lolita-ish styled push up bra and her perky 36 C sized breasts. He quickly looked away and tried not to look. Cosette paniced and tried to chase after the dress that blew away in the wind but Ville chased after it and caught it. He put the dress back in the bag and held on to it tightly. Cosette thanked him and tried to cover herself with as much of her arms as she could because the draft that went by was extremely cold. Ville put the bag down near his feet. He walked up to Cosette and took off his black heartagram hoody jacket and helped Cosette put it on. He didn't even concider even thinking about looking at Cosette's breasts as she took her arms away from them and slipped her arms into the arm holes of the jacket. Ville wasn't a dog to look at a girl that way if she didn't want it. Ville walked infront of her and saw her zip up the front. She was now wearing a black pleated mini skirt, black and white thi hi's, ankle high female combat boots, and Ville's black heartagram jacket. Cosette looked up at him,"Thank you Ville. I'll return the jacket tomorrow after I wash it. I don't want you wearing my stench on your nice jacket". 'Cosette's good at putting herself down', Ville thought, 'she shouldn't do that though'. Ville took her arm and walked her up the stairs of her apartment,"no, my dear. The jacket is yours. I can always get another one. I want you to have it". Ville looked at her and hoped that she wasn't feeling so down any more, but she was. He tried again another attempt to make her feel okay, "and that perfume your always wearing. The one that smells like the falling rain". Cosette looked up at him, saddend," the care bear perfume?" she said holding her wrist out towards Ville. He grabbed her wrist gently and sniffed it quietly. He beheld the scent of falling rain once again, tickling his nose and senses. It was like an aphrodisiac to him,"yes that one! I love that scent. It's beautiful. You have wonderful taste my dear", Ville droppped her wrist back at her side and looked at her again, glad to see that she was smiling back at him. They got to her apartment door and Ville was ready to head back to the hotel and chill with the band. Ville watched Cosette open her apartment door,"well thank you for everything Ville. The gifts, the lunch and it was pretty funny to see a great rock star eating lunch with three girls in lolita dresses", Cosette giggled at the thought of them eating lunch and running away afterwards before anyone figured out who Ville was," and for taking Akemi, Sae ra, and I home" Cosette looked at Ville, who was giving her his full attention, "youre very much welcomed, my dear. One request though, please wear that dress for tomorrow nights concert?", Ville asked and pointed at the bag near Cosette's feet. She nodded and jumped into Ville and wrapped him in her arms. Ville melted into Cosette's embrace, putting his arms around Cosette's thin waist, smelling her french vanilla perfume, running his hands threw her raven black and blue straight hair, never wanting to let her go. He prayed that he could have more moments like this with her. Ville and Cosette separated and gazed in eachothers eyes. Ville reached out to touch her face. As soon as his palm grazed her face, Cosette whimpered and fell to the floor, covering her face with her hands. Ville forgot, Cosette was afraid of people touching her face. He knelt down and drew her into his arms,"Cosette, I am so sorry. I forgot that you're afraid of people touching your face", He kept rubbing her back, trying to get her to calm down. After a few seconds, they both rose to their feet and Ville let her go. He still felt guilt in what he had done," Cosette, I am so very sorry. That was careless of me", Ville drowned his head down. He felt unworthy to even look at her now. Cosette touched his shoulder and caressed it, as he had done for her before,"it's okay. It's not your fault,Ville. It's me. I wish that I wasn't so afraid of my face so that people could touch it". Ville smiled at her once again and decided it was time to leave. He didn't want to ruin the night by doing something else terrible to his angel. He got back down on one knee and kissed Cosette's hand,"goodnight, my dear. I hope to see you tomorrow night?", Ville asked, obviously already knowing the answer. Cosette smiled at Ville kissing her hand, "of course. I wouldn't miss it for anything in the world". and with that, Ville left and Cosette closed her door. they were both ready to start a new day.

tsuzuku (to be continued in japanese)

tell me wut you think

HIM and HER a fanfic by villevalofreak6

villevalofreak6 — 2006-06-22T11:25:36Z

HIM and HER
by Nicole V.

E.G.O: Hey Nii!! you're cute.wanna go out sometime?
Nii_Princess: dude! who are you? I've viewed your profile.
don't you live in Florida?
E.G.O: yeah I'm in Tallahasee. i can send you a ticket to
come out here
Nii_Princess: your either sick,desprate, or a fuckin pedafile.
I'm fuckin 17!!!! you havent ever seen what i
really look like. My avatar is a picture i drew
of myself. you disgust me
E.G.O: oh man................your picture makes me hard....
Nii_Princess: EEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!

"Fuckin sick bastard", Cosette said angrily as she slammed her mouse key on her laptop harder than she needed to do. She just logged off of My Space and was pissed that there are no intelligent people online to talk to. Cosette Gills is a nut job all her own. She's a goth, around 5"7', black shoulder length hair with royal blue streaks and pure black eyes. She's half black/italian,half white and chinese. She has a slender figure and long legs. Her parents tell her that she could be a model if she got off her ass and did some sit-ups to work off some minor fat on her stomache. Not her thing though. She wants to be a cartoonist.......a rock star even, if anyone thought that she had enough talent. But not much in the face department. She wasn't ugly or anything like that, it just that she has an acne problem that refuses to leave her alone, despite the Proactive she uses. It gets most of her acne but the scars of all the pimples she's busted haven't gone away yet. Because of that she is super sensitive about her face.She never lets anyone touch her face, not even her parents. She believes that her face will never get her HER prince charming. So she tries to concempate for that by wearing skimpy gothic clothing. Cosette closed her laptop and sighed. she had to get ready to go to school. She wasn't looking forward to putting up with her ex-boyfriends shit. 'he never has anything nice to say',Cosette thought and she was usually right. Before she knew it she was in her car, a 1990 black Nissan 240sx, decked out with japanese NISMO gear thanks to a pshycotic friend that works at the Nissan Dealership. She thought about how her friend helped her buy all those parts and she smiled as she shifted gears and kept driving, right into the parking lot of the college.

*******

Class was boring. Cosette walked out of her japanese class and straight to the school cafeteria. when she walked inside nobody was there. 'that prick must of tooken them again', she thought reffering to her ex taking her friends again. So she decided to go home. she wanted to check her e-mail and watch some foamy cartoons. As soon as she got in her car. her cell phone started to vibrate from inside her bag. "Please dont ring 'My Humps' ",Cosette glared at her cell. She had purposly set that ringtone for her ex only. She was relieved when she heared her phone ring 'Wings of a Butterfly' by HIM. she picked up the phone and saw that Sae ra was calling. Cosette eagerly opened the phone.

".......yyyyyyyyeeeeeessssssss?"

".........Hello!!!"

"Hi Sae ra. whats up?"

" Nothing I'm bored, you?"

"nothin just got out of class. what are you up to?"

"nothing much......Derek and I are at Brians. it's packed today. wanna come down?"

"...................nnnnnuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh I don't know........."

" awwww come on. pppppppppppppppplllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaassssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeee?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"AH!! my ear!........alright alright I'll go. I'm gonna go home and change first"

" YAY!!!!!!!!!! okay see you later bye!!!!!!!!"

Cosette hung up and turned the car on intent on driving home and checking her My Space to see if the Gorillaz or HIM ever returned her messages or if that sick fuck she spoke to earlier had responded to her.

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Cosette walked in her door way and turned her computer on. She walked into her bathroom and turned the shower on and went to start up the internet and log on to myspace.Then went on take a shower.

A moment later she walked out dressed in a skimpy gothic nurse-like outfit. she sat down in front of her laptaop. and went straight to HIM's my space page. When she scrolled down there were thousands of fans commenting and sending messages to the goth band. She clicked on send a message. it took her to a near blank page with a small blank box for her to type in.Cosette typed in the subject of her message as "Dark Light" as she was listening to the song at the time and it was stuck in her head.The message read as such,

Hello Ville, Burton, Mige, Linde, and Gas

I wrote a poem for you. I hope you like it

Your warm arms around me
like sand of the hour glass
like the feelings that hurt me
and the tides of the mass

Death is so beautiful
with the winter of the moon
but what only makes it so
is that I will die here with you

sorry it's so sappy.none of my ex's ever said i was
pretty so it makes me very ensecure about my face

Loves,
-Nii

Cosette sends the message to HIM and signs off, she turns off the computer and heads out to Brians for the rest of the day.

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It's around 8:30 pm and Cosette is just getting home. she's anxious to get back on the computer and check her e-mail and of course her my space, and she does. Then she logs in to my space again and there are three new letters. She checks them. two were from her cousin and one was from......................HIM!!!

"Holy Shit!", she said aloud knowing that no body heared that,"they e-mailed me back?!?!?!?!?!?" she quikly clicked on the message and read the contents slowly as if to savor the moment. It was a message from Ville Valo himself.

Dear Nii,

I love your poem. It's so quaint, passionate,
and simple. If I may, can I have your permission to use
your poem in a future song. I will, of course, give you
all rights and royalties to the lyrics. If you want to
continue this conversation I will be online for another
hour. Afterwards me and the guys are going out for
drinks and I do not know when I'll be back in to
speak to you.

Love
-Ville

Cosette's heart leapt in excitement. Ville wanted to use her poem in his next song. she quikly checked her freind page to see if he was still online............and sure enough he still was. she quickly went to HIM's instant messager and replied as fast as she could type.

Nii_Princess: Hello HIM
Ville: is this Nii?
Nii_Princess: wow! is this really Ville Valo?
Ville: yes it is. Please,my dear call me Ville
Nii_Princess: oh I'm sorry
Ville: it's okay. no need to be so humble
Nii_Princess: well it's that I've never met
you before and I'm just
naturally shy
Ville: why so shy?
Nii_Princess: well...........It kinda started
with the fact that I'm very
insecure about my face.
I kinda have a bad acne
problem
Ville: I doubt that it is THAT bad
Nii_Princess: well...it's not the acne thats
bad,it's the scars
Ville: do not worry. I have acne scars on my chin
that no one really sees because of the
wonderful make-up team we have.
Nii_Princess: wow...your lucky
Ville: not as much as you think, my dear.
constantly being hounded by every
woman on God's green Earth. It's
hard to pick a mate that actually
loves me
Nii_Princess: I see. that must be tiersome
oh yeah! the poem. you can
use it if you want. You don't
have to give me any rights to
it. It's all yours
Ville: oh no. I couldn't. I have to give you rights
to your property. It would be criminal of
me to take this from you
Nii_Princess: don't feel shame. I wrote it for you
any way. and besides I'm a fan.
not one of those sick groupie fans
that harass bands 24/7. your only
human, right?
Ville: ..........

At that moment Ville paused. He had never heard a fan speak to him in such a calm context before . She didn't up and wet her panties at the mere sound of his name, she didn't attack him like every other girl has. She treated him the the same way she would any other person she would see on the street............normal. He replied back in the same kind of fashion.

Nii_Princess: Ville? you okay? are you still there?
Ville: I'm sorry.do forgive me. I spaced out there for a moment
Nii_Princess: sure no problem
Ville: If you don't mind me asking...what is your real name?
Nii_Princess: It's Cosette
Ville: Cosette? thats a beautiful name
Nii_Princess: it dosen't suit me. I don't live up
to such a beautiful title
Ville: nonsense. send a picture of what you
look like right now
Nii_Princess: um.....okay

Cosette took a full body picture of her on her digital camera and uploaded it on to her computer and sent it to Ville. Ville studied the picture closely. She wasn't lying. She did have a lot of ance scars, but none the less her face was still beautiful, and so was the rest of her. She was still clad in her nurse outfit in the picture so Ville could see her shaply figure. Her slender frame was beautiful. He also loved her shoulder length black and royal blue straight hair, and her light mocha colored skin that for some reason, matched her very well. Her acne scars were minimal compared to the beauty the rest of her features held.Ville found himself falling in love with her picture.

Ville: Cosette, my dear. Your beautiful. how old is this picture?
Nii_Princess: I just took it a few minutes ago on
my digital camera
Ville: Really? but your beautiful. and I'm not just
saying that to make you feel better. you really
are
Nii_Princess: thank you......
Ville: your very welcome, my dear. Any
way I must find a way to repay you
for the beautiful poem. If there is
anything you want you go ahead
and tell me
Nii_Princess: well....can you come out
to Honolulu, Hawaii
for a concert?
Ville: ..........
Ville: ..........I've got a better idea. I'll come
out to Hawaii for a concert and It'll be
in your honor.
Nii_Princess: WHAT?!?!?!?! for me?
Ville: yes. as thanks for letting me use your
poem
Nii_Princess: Ville.....thats so sweet. I can't ask
you to do that for me
Ville: on the contrery. you deserve it. I'm sorry but I
must be off. I'll e-mail the dates to you next
week, okay?
Nii_Princess: um.......okay...and Ville?
Ville: yes, Cosette?
Nii_Princess: thank you
Ville: your welcome. sweet dreams,my dear.

Nii_Princess: good night, Ville

Cosette logged off and began to tear up. A rock star she admired was going to do a concert in her home town in her honor, and he said she was beautiful. Even her ex-boyfriends never called her beautiful. She wipped away her tears and closed her laptop. She couldn't wait to get the e-mail from Ville in a week from today.

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"It's like time is going by slowly since I last spoke to Ville", Cosette said getting impatient. She was at home staring at her computer, looking at her friends page on her my space.She was looking for HIM to say that they were online.It's been a week since she last spoke to him and if they didn't come on soon she was about to go insane. It was 12:45 at night and she was wired off of 25 packets of Pop rocks and 2 cans of Pepsi............she was far from ready to go to sleep. Cosette has also ignored every phone call she got that day." lets see.....7missed calls from Saru to go with him and Akemi to the movies, 4 missed calls from Sae ra to go to Brians again,9 missed calls from that fat sorry excuse of an exboyfriend yelling at me for ignoring him all day, and 2 missed calls from Toji asking if I wanted to go drifting up on tantalis tonight",she thought aloud and apologizing in her head.She looked away from the laptop and guzzled down a few more pop rocks and a sip of more pepsi. when she looked back on her laptop and almost sprays her latop with soda. HIM was onlline and there was a letter in her mail box. Cosette quickly checked it,

Hello Cosette,

Here are the dates, my dear.
June 22nd till June 26th

do you want to chat?

-Ville

Cosette waisted no time and went straight to HIM's page and clicked on his instant messager.

Nii_Princess: Ville?
Ville: Hello, did you get my message?
NIi_Princess: yes i did. thank you. did you know
that June 24th is my birthday?
Ville: really? it is? well then this should make your
birthday all the more enjoyable
Nii_Princess: thank you Ville
Ville: Is it too much to ask if you could meet
us at the airport?
Nii_Princess: no. as a matter a fact i would be
honored
Ville: great! our flight comes in at 11:30 am
on thursday morning at terminal T3
Nii_Princess: okay I'll remember that
Ville: it's 8:30 in the morning here in Helsinki.
what time is it in Hawaii now?
Nii_Princess: it almost 1:15 am
Ville: you should rest
Nii_Princess: yeah.I think I should. well I'll see
you and the band in 2 days, Ville.
good night. try and rest too.
Ville: of course. If I don't speak to you again before my
flight I will say goodnight, my lovely.

Ville found himself getting emotional. It's not like he was engaged to someone else.It's just that he has never had this kind of attachment to a fan before. She was special to him, in some informal kind of way.She was beautiful, smart, likeable, affectionate, and (most of all) liked his music. Even though she is about 7 years apart from him, but he didn't care. Gas walked pass Ville on the bed and saw what he was typing on Ville's private laptop.

Ville: goodnight, my love........

"Ville, you talking to that Cosette girl today?", Gas put one hand on Ville's bare shoulder to alert him that he was watching him. Ville jumped slightly with shock.
"oh! um.....yeah. She just logged off"
"you really like this girl,don't you? you were never like this with any of the other groupies before"
" Please, don't call her that.She's not a groupie.I feel something with her. She's not like those other grils who just wanted to shag a rock star"
Gas smiled,and looked another direction as Burton, and Linde walked into the room.Ville looked at Burton as if it were christmas morning.
"did you pick up the tickets for Honolulu,Burt?", Ville asked.Burton could almost hear the anticpation in his voice.
" yeah. I got them.we're leaving in 6 hours", Burton smiled and started to walk into the next room where Mige was already packing his things. Ville turned around and stared at his now blank laptop. He had a sleepy, dreamy, tired smile on his face. He then looked outside the window at the scene of Helsinki at 9:00 am in the morning. Poor Ville hasn't slept in 37 hours and he wasnt going to get any sleep for another 14 more.
"good.........I can't wait to see her", Ville said falling asleep slowly.

**********on the other side of the world**************

Cosette was getting ready for bed. She was so excited to know that in 2 days, Ville Valo, himself and the entire band HIM was coming to do a concert for her, and Ville personally asked her to pick him up at the airport. She tried to find a way to fall asleep around all the pop rocks she ate......and she still couldn't get over that Ville kept calling her 'my dear'. she loved it. she even told all her friends about her talking to Ville, and now she was going to tell them that she gets the honor of meeting them at the airport. She finally found her sleep and her eyes drifted closed listening to 'Join me in Death'.

*********** skipping ahead to the good stuff**********

"Hurry up Akemi-chan!!!!", Cosette yelled, running way ahead of her and Sae ra. They were at the airport and already 12 minutes late meeting up with Ville. "are you sure your meeting the REAL HIM?, Cosette?", Sae ra asked while catching up with Cosette. Cosette was clad in a spagetti strapped (more like five straps) royal blue tang top, shotest of the short black mini skirt, and black and blue thi hi's. She was also wearing her super long black gloves and two necklaces (one was a choker with Jack skelington's head and the other was both of the HIM "You're My Haven in Life and Death" promise rings on a thin silver chain).She was dressed in her finest so if it wasn't Ville that stepped off that plane somebody was getting nutted. Sae ra was wearing a rainbow colored 3/4 sleeve shirt, short kahki skirt, and white high heels. Akemi was also wearing a black micro mini skirt, a bright pink corset, and a Armani Exchange black jacket with a keychain of a character from School Rumble on the zipper tag. They looked like the ethnical Charle's Angels (Akemi:the classy one,Sae ra: the peppy one,and Cosette: the gothic one) running through the airport and finally making it to Terminal T3.

When they got there the flight had just landed. Akemi found out that the flight had been delayed for several minutes so they were technically on time. The three girls sighed of relief and sat down together on the window seal. The girls saw the plane pull up to the connecting bridge. Cosette was hyperventalating. This was the first time that she was gonna be this close to a celeberty that she really loved (well...except for Johnny Depp)." This is the T3 terminal from Helsinki to Honolulu,right?" Sae ra hugged her to calm her down. "calm down,Co-chan", Sae ra let her go and looked at Akemi," He'll be here" . Cosette calmed down a little and let her breathing rest as she saw people coming off the plane. Every body that came off the plane flocked to loved ones all around and left but for some reason, it seemed like more people were coming. "Does that seem odd that more people are coming and less are leaving?", Akemi asked. Sae ra stared as what seemed as the last of the people were getting off the plane,"yeah that IS weird".Cosette started to get dissapointed. the last of the people were getting off the plane and she still didnt see any of the band members or Ville. She was starting to give up hope. She looked at Sae ra and Akemi, who also seemed slightly dissapointed standing infront of the gate, "do you think the paparazzi knows that-", Cosette stopped. behind Akemi and Sae ra, Ville, Burton, Linde, Mige, and Gas walked out of the bridge. "Ville!", Cosette yelled. Ville instantly looked up and saw her and her two friends on either side of her. The three girls ran up to them, about two feet apart from them, just bearly breaking personal space boundaries. Ville smiled at the girl in the center and stared into her eyes."Cosette?", Ville asked quietly. she smiled back and started tearing up. "Ville?", Cosette replied. Ville quickly dropped all of his lugage and ran up to her and wrapped her in his arms.

CLICK!!! CLICK!!!

Cosette almost fainted. Ville was hugging her. VILLE VALO WAS HUGGING HER. she couldn't believe it and he smelt so nice. She couldn't help but smell him. He had the scent of an angel (or what she thought an angel would smell like).She closed her eyes and let the tears run down her cheecks. Ville held her closer. 'She's more beautiful in person', Ville thought and he couldn't help but smell her too. She was wearing Care Bear purfume that smelt like strong french vanilla. Ville has never smelt anything like that before. It was intoxicating. He fought the urge to nibble at her neck. 'She smells like the falling rain', Ville thought as he put his head on her shoulder and closed his eyes, silently praying that he could stay like this forever with her.

CLICK!!! CLICK!!!

Ville finally let her go after a three second hug. Cosette's friends walked up to her and Ville and the rest of the band. "Ville, Mige, Burton, Gas, and Linde these are my girl friends, Sae ra in the rainbow colors and Akemi in the black jacket", Cosette walked up and introduced the girls. Sae ra walks up to Ville and giggles." Hello, beany guy", Sae ra says. Everybody starts laughing,even Ville. Burton, Gas, Linde, and Mige introduced themselves to Sae ra and Akemi.

CLICK!!! CLICK!!!

The girls and the guys heard the clicking sound for the sixth time and it was beginning to bug them.They turned around really quickly and said in unision.

" WHAT THE FU-!!!!!", everyone turned around in shock as they saw a bunch of cameras, reporters, and screaming fans. Ville's face dropped. He was afraid that this would happen. He was hoping to come into Hawaii quietly but it didn't look like that was going to happen. He quickly grabbed his lugage and grabbed Cosette's arm.
"Time to go.....now", Ville clamped down on Cosette' hand as he ran and she darted after him. Linde grabbed Sae ra and put her over his shoulder, picked up his bags and ran after Ville. Burton picked up Akemi and did the same. Sae ra flinched and reminded herself not to tell her boyfriend that another guy just touched her and was running away with her. Akemi was put on Burton's back and they ran not too far behind Ville, who was really close to the baggage claim. The Reporters, fans and camera men were not to far away. Cosette started to stumble. "Ville! what about all your other bags?". Ville gave her a quick smile as he ran and pulled her up everytime she stumbled,"don't worry. They'll send it to our hotel room". The group just made it to the airport exit and saw that there was a white limosiune taxi (those are common in Hawaii) and Ville and Cosette jumped into the back seat as fast as they could. Linde, Akemi, Mige, Burton, Sae ra, and Gas all pilled in just in time before the paparazzi had a chance to take anymore pictures of them.
"to the Double Tree Alana,my good sir", Gas asked the taxi driver. He didn't reply he just drove off.

In the back of the limo the seating arrangements were Ville, Cosette, Gas, Sae ra, Akemi, Burton, Linde, and Mige. there was an akward silence as the girls tried to figure out why the guys picked them up and ran out of the airport like the million man march..........then everybody in the back just started laughing. The rest of the ride was the band getting to know the girls a little better and a few HIM sing-a-longs all the way to the hotel that was on the outskirts of Waikiki.

They arrive at the Double Tree Alana. they all step out of the limo and pay the driver. the group tries to hurry and get to thier room as incinspicuessly as possible. They arrive in room 66 and lay their stuff down on the floor in the doorway of the hotel room. Ville flops face first on one of the two beds in the conjoining two suites. Akemi sat in a chair near the window that overlooked Diamond Head. Cosette sat next to Ville who had his face burried in the soft blankets on the bed. Sae ra, Mige,Linde, and Gas walked through the door that conjoins the two suites, checking out the second room. Burton started moving all their things to their respective places. Akemi got up and helped him. Sae ra walked back into the other room and poked Ville in the side. " so when are you guys doing the concert?", Sae ra stopped poking him just to see his reaction. Ville lifted his head and smiled. "on Cosette's birthday", Ville turned and looked at Cosette who had a face full of suprise. "is it really, Ville?",Cosette asked, unaware of the situation. Before Ville could answer, Burton replied," yep. just for you. We all agreed to it when Ville told us when your birthday was". Cosette was so happy. She ran to Burton and hugged him with such an impact that he fell over on his back on the floor. "thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!" , Cosette let him go. Sae ra and Akemi looked at her and cheered, "aw Co-chan!! your so lucky!!!!". Akemi smiled then instantly remembered something. "Oh! Co, Sae! we have class in 15 min. we better go". Sae ra and Cosette looked at their watches and freaked out. they quickly grabbed their bags and headed for the door.Gas walked out of the other room and glanced at the fleeing females,"you gals going already? do you need a ride?Linde and Ville could drop you" .Sae ra shook her head, "thats okay,Gas. We're taking my car. thanks though". the girls started walking out the door and said their goodbyes to the guys.Cosette was the last one out the door,"Bye guys! bye Ville". Ville stared at her, unable to blink. He didn't want her to go. She made him feel whole. Even if she was only going to class for a couple of hours, even though he would see her again tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after that. He knew that he would miss her too much. Ville jumped up from the bed and grabbed Cosette's wrist just before the door closed, cutting him off from her. " Cosette"
"yes?", Cosette replied in shock.
"would you and your friends like to spend the afternoon with me later on today?"
Cosette smiled a partially confused yet school girl smile," won't you be busy later on today?"
"absoluty not, my dear", Ville said, sounding like a count.
"then sure. We all get out of class at 2:00 at KCC"
Ville's smile was barely consealing his joy on the inside,"alright I'll see you then".He let her arm go and let her leave. The rest of the band was unaware that he wanted to meet with the girls by himself until he spoke to Cosette just a moment ago. Ville stood there at the door. He didn't move, didn't flinch, he just stood there. Behind him, Burton sat in same chair Akemi sat in earlier, Mige and Gas sat on the bed, and Linde walked up to Ville who looked like he was staring at the door. He put a hand on Ville's shoulder and shook him slightly,"Hey Ville,you-", he stopped. he could hear quiet sobs coming from Ville. 'is Ville crying?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!', Linde asked mentally. he looked around to see Ville's face and saw tears running down his face that were bearly visable due to the beanie Ville was wearing and the fact that it pushed his hair into his face quite a bit. Linde backed off quietly and walked away and started talking to the other band members, and also lured them into the other room so that Ville could sort out his feelings in peace. Ville already knew what Linde was doing and silently thanked him.He had the entire room to himself as soon as he heared Mige closed the door.He couldn't get Cosette out of his head. He wanted her. No one else.Just her.She gave him a warmth that he had never had before. Without her, Ville felt cold and dead inside. No other girls made him feel that way, especially when he first met them. It felt like every song he ever sang, he sang them for her.He had sang so many songs about death, but none about dying alone........none about how he was feeling right now.'All other girls I met wither away in comparison to her',he thought. Cosette really was someone special to him and the very thought of losing her to anyone else killed him. He felt a deep pain in his chest, like a spiritual stab to his heart. Another tear traced a crytaline path from his stunning emerald green eyes, down his pale face. He walked away from the door and grabbed his guitar that he packed away. He walked to the windows and closed the blinds, covering the room in complete darkness. He sat in the chair near the window and started singing and playing 'Heartache Every Moment' and 'The Sacrament' by acuostic guitar over and over until he slowly fell asleep with the guitar in his arms. Finally, Ville was able to get some rest for his sorely troubled mind and heart while a single tear rested at his chin.